A trip to Bugis today spent me quite a few bucks...
And whose the culprit?
Its......



FOOD!
>,< Went there with Xl...
Bought Sushi and Chewy Juniors (Box of 6 + 1 free)
Xl mentioned that whenever I'm talking about food, My expression goes like this :D
(smiling with teeth visible)
HAHAHA~

Doreen said something about me today.
She said that I'm reflecting light when I'm standing under the sun...
(She meant to describe the 'whiteness' of my skin)
LOLS~
Thats so exaggerating la! I'm not a mirror, I'm human duh!

So many things to do, yet I'm having the lazy bug all over me...
And, The book that Doreen lent me is just so tempting!!!
>,<

I never knew that I can get so weak.
Break down that easily because of some small stuffs.
I thought I'm strong enough.
I thought.

Sometimes, I really want to scold all the vulgarities that is within my vocabulary and hope that all that will wake her up and listen to me.
But no, I did not.
I just walk away... muttering... taking in deep breaths to calm myself down.
But, she just don't know when to stop.
Keep making me frustrated and angry on little things.

Can't she just understand?
Couldn't she just be more mature?
Telling me to keep quiet whenever I ask to come back home early.
Treating as if she can't hear me talking when I want her to pack her stuffs.
Always going to her beau's house as if she's already part of their family.
Skipping school like nobody's business.
Wishing to pass her exams when she didn't even study for it.

The worse thing is that I can actually get so emotionally unstable b'cos of all her stupid stuffs... I think this concludes that I'm going to be mad soon.

They thought that I'm having some BGR problems instead...

There's 4 hours break today.
Played Badminton!
Wooots~
Fun and tiring...
Face red red...
Arms sore sore...

K-D-J say wanna trash me in Badminton...
SJ say wanna 打'扁'我...
End up... nothing at all...
MUAHAHAHAHAHA~

Anyway, I suddenly feel the stress... the pile of assignments building up.
Especially after our MSTs...
好恐怖喔!~

I haven't said it yet...

I'm starting to think if I did the correct thing - coming out of my hiding place.

Haish.
I think I have more than one brain.
B'cos I just think too much. (So much that my head hurts)
Thinking -> worrying -> making the wrong decisions -> regretting
Most people can't understand why I just can't stop worrying.
Even if it hasn't happen yet.

My feelings/stand/thoughts are wavering on its own.
I just kept thinking and thinking and "wham" it comes to me.
This time, I'm going to give myself time to think properly, to make the right decision.

I didn't know that I'm such a weakling.
Turn me into Frankenstein please.

I feel like going back to hide again and treating it like nothing had happen before, can I?
Make me disappear into thin air.
Make them forget who I am.
Make me stop thinking.
*poof* (like I can like that...)

In class today, Doreen and I chatted about the different handsome guys in the entertainment industry.
Haha~
So many many 帅哥s...
Countless...
*melting*

To: Doreen
Today, Xueli and I spotted a 'Blue Eye' in the train cabin! Too bad you weren't there to ogle at him... :P


Went to get a weighing machine with daddy today.
I'm soooo Oh-My-Godly FAT!
WTH!

Currently, Nutrition lesson.
Doreen 'forced' me to create a facebook account.
___________
Currently: 7:55pm

Okay... So, I've created a facebook account.
According to Kaylen-Doree(n), the use for facebook is just to play games and do the quizzes...
LOLs~
Ya la ya la, I want to do the korean star quiz too...
:P
But, I still think that there isn't any use for it... (small voice)

Hmmms...
Just a overall recap from Sunday evening till the most current...
Went to eat out to celebrate Mothers' Day.
(I don't consider it as a celebration though)
Was super duper full...

Monday:
During class, I made up angmoh names for them...
Why?
Reason: Don't bother to explain...
Anyway,
Doreen's: Kaylen-Doree(n) [Note that 'n' is optional]
Xue Li's: Sherlyn
Mine's: #^$&%@!
Others: haven't thought of it yet...
Muahahahahaha~

Had Dance Clinic!
Woots~
Someone was going to guess that I'm from Myanmmar.
But, after I started talking, she knew that I'm a Singaporean.
Commented that my English has an accent.
Accent sound like... (she don't know also)

Tuesday (Today):
Backache...
>,<
And all thanks to Dodo/Pei Xuan, I brought laptop to school to... create a facebook a/c only!?
bahhhh...

This week's a busy busy week. 做功课咯!!!

___________
Kay la, Tell you ba...
Cause on Sun, after ordering the food, I was being asked for my name so that when serving it, they can confirm if you're that person or not...
And and and, If I tell them my Chinese name (I only got Chinese name ma), they'll think I'm from CH_NA again...
So, I used my mama's name instead.
This made me think that I should get a angmoh name, just in case (you know?).
Haha... I heart my angmoh name...
Sound so angelic...
=.="

Yesterday, Saturday

I was at my relatives house.
My sister's wearing her blue-coloured contact lens...
(Her 2nd day wearing it k...)
Then, I noticed that 1 of her eyes are black!
I thought that she'd dropped it somewhere on the floor..
But about 3mins later, she screamed for me.
Her contacts are under her eyelid!
OMG! I started panicking.
I led her to the toilet and ask her to pull the contacts down from her eyelid and take it out.
But, once we reached there, the contact lens was nowhere to be seen.
We tried everything...
Even for me, a person who goes wobbly when touching/seeing those stuffs (eyes, veins, whatever related to biology) helped my sis to check and whatever..
Tried pulling up her eyelid to check, but there's nothing at all!
I starting imagining about needing to go under the knife, cut open her eyelid to take it out...
*nauseous*

After like 15mins in the toilet, she then went out to seek help from my aunt.
Same thing. Pulling eyelids, washing it, etc...
30mins later, my aunt found her "missing" contacts on the edge of the basin...
Super lucky lor!
phew~
I thought I'm gonna have a heart attack that day.

Saturday night - Sunday morning
Tell you what!
I'm gonna show off my daddy to all of you!
Muahahahaha~
My daddy's like sooooo COOL!~
He knows how to operate a sewing machine. (My mum don't even know lor)
He's teaching me how to operate it...
Bring thread up, down and everywhere..
I went super blur...
Tried playing on his unwanted shirt...
And, his shirt has got lots of zig-zag lines now...
Haha~
But, ended up giving up cos when I snip off the thread between the machine and the shirt, I don't know how to use again.
bleahs...

My daddy plays 2 roles for me at home. XD
❤

Phew...
My worries are like the size of a hill.
Only that now, the height has decreased a little...
Finally, with the help of Aihui and Kk, I managed to meet up with Gail...
And... I'm back!

I'm really really thankful to all of them (esp. my clique in class & Sb).
They've like listened to me going on and on about whatever my worries are.
They gave me advices too!
Love them real lots... *chichi and bumpy sent their kisses too*

Anyway, before all those worrying started today. We played 'Taboo' in the library.
Its super FUN la!
Our group(Pei Xuan, Liyun, Phei Ching & me) won!
Yeah~
Next, I wanna play 'Pictionary'!

Our class were told to give 怪怪one more chance. Let's hope that he will change.
(Urgh... Stop putting your fingers in your mouth!) *turning green*

first step taken, more worries clouding up my head already!
我还是怕怕...

算了吧.
当作全都没发生过.
Life still carries on, doesn't it?
But, the problem is that I just can't stop worrying, thinking about it.
My mind's just like having an internal conflict.
It's either a 'Yes' or 'No'.
'This' or 'That'.
If is 'this', maybe I'll worry even more.
If is 'that', maybe I'll need to try avoid 'this' again and start missing about it later on.
Haiyo...
I can see million strands of white hair on my head already!
STOP THINKING, xinn!

Lalala... Trying to divert my attention on Mr Bumpy...
Comeon, fill my mind with Mr Bumpy's bandages...
Stuff it full, so I can't think about it anymore...

I'm always being told that I'm thinking/ worrying too much and blah blah blahs...
But, I can't help it.
Those negative thoughts just keep on coming to me...
I think just within today only, I've thought about tonnes of stuffs.
Loads of worries clouding up my mind...

They tell me not to think that much.
To heck care what people think.
- I wish I could too! To not think that much.

I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. Too much thoughts.
And, I'll be waiting for the news.
Is that a good news or bad news?

头脑快要爆炸了!

Scene: In the lift
Indian uncle doing house delivery to someone else's house.
I helped to press the lift for him.
And, he started talking to me...

Uncle: After work?
Me: No, after school.
Uncle: University? (Do I look that old!?)
Me: No, poly.
When reaching to his storey...
Uncle: You chinese China?
Me: (almost shouting) NO! Singaporean.
He got shocked by my sudden raising of voice.

HAHAHAHAHA!~
After he got off, although he said "bye" to me friendly. I think he must've thought that he'd accidentally got on a touchy topic (due to my reaction).

可爱的钞票，来到我这边吧! Muahahahahaha~

Labour day.
Not really a very good day to go out...
Why?
1. Too many people.
2. Too many people.
3. Too many people.
=.=

Nevertheless, I went out with Chio and Hj.
Again, Hui jun's late today too. Not really that surprising anymore...

Met Mr Liew and Tian yang in the train cabin.
Chio can't help to keep glancing over to liew liew...
I'm guessing they're having date?
LOLs~

Anyway, went PS (again). Wanna watch X-Men Origins, but Hj's watching it tmr.
>,<

They agree about my 3 expressions too! =.=

Gave me new ones like ____, ____, and Mrs Bumpy!
Haha~

Hj tell of his imagination of me marrying my Mr Bumpy.
Me,
- carrying Mr bumpy while walking to say my marriage vows.
- carrying Mr bumpy to lift up my veil.
- Mr bumpy kept knocking onto things...
Said that I want to have bandage around my head too! - to match.
SUPER FUNNY! I laughed until...


And, Chio got a haircut. Since we've met, she's been asking umpteen times about her hair.
Typical Chiochio.

Oh Ya! Did I mention that I saw an uncle walking to the female restroom.
Nono. Instead, I was staring at him while he was walking in.
He seem as if its natural like that!!!
Just before he could step directly into the female toilet, I heard his wife ask "Why are you here!?"
0.o

Bye then, I'm gonna tell Mr Bumpy about my day. ;D